In the Beginning...

So I decided to start this stupid blog. Don't really know why, just to vent, I guess. I don't do the diary thing anymore so I figure this is a good way to express my feelings as well as updating my friends & family how me, Dave & Isabella are doing.

Right now we're doing pretty good. Dave is working hard, as always. Nothing really new happens with him. Haha. If he keeps doing what he's doing at work, in a few years he will be a pretty wealthy man.

Bella is good, too. She's such a happy baby & I hope I can keep in my mind the HUGE smile she gets on her face everyday when she hears the garage open & knows daddy's home. She keeps trying to do summersaults, & is a very picky eater. But she does love ice cream, just like her dad. It's weird to look at her doing so many different things & getting so big because it feels like just yesterday when we brought her home from the hospital. I miss it when she was a newborn. I tell this to Dave & he looks at me like I'm crazy. :) She is still in the 90-95% on her height which is to be expected. I'm 5'7" so she's going to be tall with long legs which is fine with me & Dave has always said he hopes she is tall like me. We still don't know what color her hair is, it depends on what outfit she's wearing but I'm sure she'll eventually turn into a blonde. And she is a very loud, stubborn baby. Again, like me. :) She lets you know when she wants something & she is not afraid to tell you when you're doing something not to her liking. I hope she stays that way. I want her to speak her mind, to never be afraid to tell someone how she feels.

I'm doing okay. In a few days it will be 2 months since my dad died. I have dreams about him. It will be the weirdest dream where everything is so strange that I know it's a dream, but in it HE is so....real. His physical appearance, his sarcasm, his "looks", so I wake up crying. I talk to him a lot. I miss him so much.......

I'm going to update more later, but right now I can tell Dave is hungry because he keeps looking over at me with this look that says, "PLEASE make dinner." Haha.